Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Too Late to be Thursday

A low and gentle moan escapes my lips
as your voice travels from ear to primal consciousness.

A liquid laugh…
a tale spun from childhood memory and present longing,
savory in my mouth; too satisfying to swallow or forget.

Two ancient souls reawakening to each other
caught in a dance of words…of sensation,
unaware of time
or space
or the sun creeping closer to the horizon

A dawn awaits
cloaked in longing and what might be…
longing indeed.

Too Early To Be Friday

Unfiltered passion cuts a ribbon of fire across my skin
as hands reach toward me,
gently brushing aside the veil that hides my heart.
…but how can it be when you are not lying next to me?


Our bodies are twined in an intricate dance, fueled by words
and driven by a rhythm we cannot stop.
…but how can it be when your hand does not rest
in the small of my back, guiding me across the floor?


I close my eyes and you come to me in a rush of sense memory,
living out what the seer foretold.
…but how could she have seen with such certainty
what we dare not see in each others eyes?


Fingertips retrace a path leading to the base of my neck
where your mouth searches for a quickening and telling pulse.
…but how can it be when you lie miles away,
touching me only with your words?


A fragile truth hangs in the air as we sit in silence,
listening to the rise and fall of each other's breathing.
…but how can it be we cannot say goodbye,
fearing we’ll sever the invisible current running between us?


I fear the breaking dawn lies in wait to shatter what the veiled night has sired.
Will we take up arms to protect the fragile beginnings of what might be
or steal away to our caverns?


Can it be that shoulder to shoulder we might lay claim to that which is offered?


Can it be?

Seen

Miraculous being, vessel of fire,
camouflaged by an arsenal of disguises warehoused nearby…
awaiting a call to action.

I celebrate the pirate, the knight in shining armor and fearless frontiersman;
the storyteller, the counselor and friend, the precocious child;
the confidant and collector of memories;
the muse.

You reveal yourself in the dark
where dim shadows eclipse your pain.
I whisper a prayer of solace for the motherless child
searching for home.

Indulgent and generous spirit,
you wrap yourself around me like a quilt;
smothering the heartache
replacing it with joy and laughter.

I celebrate the patient, courageous healer…

Bella, Bella, Bella…

thank you.

Monday, February 21, 2005

Alright...I get the message

One of my discoveries the past year has been the gift of poetry...writing it, reading it, talking about it. When I first started writing poetry, about a year ago, I felt like a conduit to some higher poet. Words just tumbled out of me onto the page. It's slowing down now and I miss it and am wondering if it was just a passing phase. It's been about six months since I've written something from beginning to end. There are bits and pieces of poems floating around in me, but nothing more than fragmented thoughts...disconnected (or appears to be disconnected).

It was suggested to me on Saturday that I get off my butt and start writing again. Then, I received the following quote this morning:

"But words came halting forth, wanting Invention’s stay;Invention, Nature’s child, fled step-dame Study’s blows...Biting my truant pen, beating myself for spite,‘Fool,’ said my Muse to me; ‘look in thy heart and write.’" - Sir Philip Sidney

OK...so I get the message.